The Last Day of March

Musings from 31-03-25


Breakfast - a half-eaten apple and chocolate-dipped biscuits

Spring cleaning after breakfast

Dust and hairballs unite, swirl and swirl.

I read a new book under the early afternoon sun on my balcony.

The kind, towering clothesline shades me, frays of worn towels flapping in the intermittent breeze.

The oak chair I sit on is stained white-green by dried bird poop and my burgundy hair spills around it. Damn.

My legs stretch out and hook themselves onto the low glass. 

I finish a chapter. A few stories below in the building opposite mine, I see two ladies dressed in morning gowns. I wonder how they are related to each other. I land on mother and daughter-in-law.

I get called for lunch, and that's that.

Late afternoon, I watch a movie about cannibalism, and I am both disgusted and in awe. 

Then coffee, dinner, and rest.




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